So..... She knows I'm not sleeping, She says I don't have an ED, She wants me to do a psych eval, She said therapy isn't a forever thing. She wasn't able to get to my blog. She said next time we'll start with my list. She didn't say I was manic but did tell me I have a very serious mental illness. She does not know that I may be paranoid. I did tell her that I have no plans to sleep tonight. She's putting in the recommendation for a pych eval. so now I have to wait for that call. She did comment that 3 weeks away for pdoc is a long time. She's going to put in a recommendation for a certain pnurse. I always go in going "yeah, this is how it's going to go." and coming out like "WTF, barely anything got accomplished." We went over what could get me hospitalized and self harm is on that list but it's mostly depression things. IDK I suck.