Thank you for your kind and supportive words, Fuzzybear!
I am very amazed by the power of "humans" in the human psyche. His words brought me down, but what you said and what my friends are saying made me better today - significantly. People have the capacity to impact your mood bidirectionally.
Feeling vulnerable is a terrible thing, but there is also a lot of learning and personal growth amidst suffering.
Thank you, I hope you are well and safe!!!