.......and purged it all up.. I can't stop this. I am just venting here. I don't know what to do. I thought I was getting a handle on it. Then trhe overwhelming feeling of ..I have eaten WAY TOO many calories hits me and I buy donuts and cram my face and then puke. I didn't even go to the gym. Then, for dessert, I swallowed a couple laxiess. I feel like I am one screwed up person....Why do I keep doing this????