Apr 24, 2020 at 04:13 AM
hey @ShesPeculiar: Do you mean you feel this way in a fetish sense? Or do you feel controlled by it and the relationship you are in? You dont need to be in an abusive relationship if you are into kink, or at least the S&M parts of things. There are plenty of people that do these things that do not abuse their partners.
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Originally Posted by ShesPeculiar
Self abuse. Brat role. Punishment. Pleasure in pleasing. Struggle with acceptance for anything other than my abilities to please. I accepted this long ago inside myself, realizing recently the severity in negative attention I am crave. I can not understand the mode for change. Keeps me attached to an abusive man.
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