You know those nights or early mornings when you cant sleep, yet the whole rest of the house and street are all sleeping.

Its 5AM now Im sitting up in bed finding some peace.

Knowing that everyone and the rest of the world or US isn't up getting in front of me living their best lives, its a weird thought, its not malicious either. I just often watch my life pass me by, people getting on with themselves right now were all on the same page.. my brother seems truly happy recently too his gf moved in with him.
Here I am struggling to even smile, I digress.

Theres some solace being awake, its dark out and I can hear the rain hitting the roof. Im okay right now, no one can hurt me. I don't think the people around me realize how stuck inside myself I am, I sit in my room and cry, they question why I lock myself in there.

Anyway let me know if you ever feel similar maybe you can suggest something you enjoy when everyone else is sleeping.