Ditto. Although I'm currently working a job that keeps me up till 7 in the morning, my days off I keep the same schedule. It is quite peaceful staying up at night waiting for the sun to rise.
I also feel as though my life is passing me by. I imagine though, most people do. As we are all individuals, life has a way of feeling isolating I find. I can only ever really experience my own in internal life and it's hard to judge the internal lives of others. I assume most people feel uneasy, as I certainly do, about the passage of time, and a bit discontent about their lives, probably even the people in your life that appear to be happy. At least with places like this we can feel a bit less isolated with our anxieties. I find some solace in not being alone in my feelings I hope you do to.
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