I am so beyond fed up with all this corona bs. I don't see an end to the hysteria any time soon. I just need my regular therapy to continue but it's not looking likely that that will happen soon. Honestly I wish I'd never started therapy because this whole situation is just causing me more grief than I would have had tackling my episodes on my own. Better to just accept your predicament than place your hope in someone only to have that hope shattered when you're at your most vulnerable. I don't know if I'm making sense because I OD-ed on benzos. I doubt it will kill me but with any luck I can slip into a coma for a couple of weeks and just not exist for a while.