@FluffyDinosaur: I'm sorry to hear you are having such a hard time. But please be careful with your meds. A benzo OD can slow down your breathing. You might need a ventilator. The last thing you want at this time is to need medical attention. I know you are frustrated. It's a frustrating situation, C-19. Just take it one hour at a time. I'd hate to lose such a precious member of our PC family! Especially since you are so new. You will get thru this! Feel free to PM me any time.