Thanks for sharing your concern. (Sorry your browser crashed. I use a very old [by computer standards] laptop. So those sorts of things happen to me all the time. It's so frustrating!)

I experienced a lot of social anxiety over the years in my life as well. (I'm an older person now & have basically become something of a hermit.) But I have to say I've also been married for almost 40 years. So my inclination is to say there is someone out there who won't care about your social anxiety. In fact she may even value it. It's simply a matter of finding her. (I know it's not really "simple". But you know what I mean... hopefully...

Here are links to 6 articles, from Psych Central's archives, on the subject of social anxiety:

Social Anxiety Overview | Psych Central

Overcoming Social Anxiety

6 Ways to Overcome Social Anxiety

Social Anxiety: The Pervasive Creature in your Mind

3 Mind Hacks that Helped Me Overcome Social Anxiety

https://blogs.psychcentral.com/nlp/2...ocial-anxiety/