i understand your fear, i do not leave my house except once a month to go to the doc. he is my gp and has been for 17 years. my biggest fear is that he will retire and i will have nowhere else to go. you do need to see someone, is there another doc in your area? do you have a copy of your records? i would try calling the doc back and insist the nurse have him return your call. wish i could be more help. (((((sweetie)))))

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