Hi all! I have wanted to check in, but just been tired and busy. My job is busier than normal. Not to complain, I am very fortunate to be working at all. I had an appointment with the psychiatrist who specializes in women's health issues and she basically told me I need to get in contact with my gynecologist about all these symptoms and try birth control again. It might make me more unstable, but looks like I am out of options. Can't even do acupuncture right now (I do hope my acupuncturist is okay and all financially). Fingers crossed it helps!

My friend sent me a gift card so I can get some house plants in an effort to cheer me up. It was thoughtful. I have been feeling down (like everyone) including because my grandmother is in a nursing home with a lot of cases and I may never see her again I realize. Just makes me sad to think about her being alone.

I am playing games with my siblings virtually tonight. I might play some music virtually with a friend soon, too.

Hope all are staying healthy. Sending compassion.