It's me, FlowerPots. I'm bringing you some good news: I finally realised that my parent is a Narcissist. I discovered it by listening to support groups about it and reading articles thereafter.
I now understand why I'm different from most people. From most children. I realised that our life at home wasn't normal. It's dysfunctional and that it took away from me the ability to appreciate and show affection. It's been hard. I know that it's not easy to grow up without a role model...I'm trying.

I'll leave you some of these articles that I thought was really 'spot-on' for me.
Introvert Narcissists are More Dangerous – Part 1 -Covert Narcissist Part 1

Introvert Narcissist at Home:Watch Out! – Part2 -Covert Narcissist Part 2

Have a nice day everyone.