Hello everyone,

I am a straight man who has a very active sex life and who loves nudity. I know most people like to being naked in their home but my situtation is a bit more different. I only watch one sided nudity porn like cmnf, cfnm, public nudity, naked exhibiton etc. and I like to play cfnm fantasy with the girls I hooked up with. But my masturbation fantasies are getting darker and more intense day by day. My nudity slipping to exhibiton,flashing and being the only one naked in a group doesnt matter men or women. I always find myself in my fantasies, being the only one naked with a woman, group of women, or group of men. Actions involved are stripping, flashing, gropping, fingering etc. I tried to naked masturbation for random strangers on cam sites but it bothers me so much and I couldn't continue. It is good only in my dreams and fantasies but on the other hand I want to do this for many people and in many scenarios, such a dilemma?
I want to find the origin of this fantasy because my masturbation is much more intense than normal sex and would like to konw if anyone having similar situtation.