A little down but mostly due to life struggles. Attempting to curtail the zyprexa as it makes me feel depressed, lethargic and blah. I'm still on risperidone so we'll see how it goes. I've been taking it once every 3 days (zyprexa). I'm not discussing this with the pdoc because I'm switching doctors soon. After all, the medication is my choice and I have a long history with it, enough to do a risk-benefits analysis. No where near manic or psychotic, so that's a good thing.