Today I feel stupid. My books came in and I couldn't even organize the books. I was right. Some of the books suck for that age. So I pack those up for later use. I have a week to get this done. it's so daunting. I know I'm half way through the project. I've been told to lower my voice today. I just can't concentrate today. The voices aren't even that loud. No bugs. just to confused to participate in life today.