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Originally Posted by medievalbushman
Hey, hope this finds you well. Been going through similar problems myself. I have a thread of my own in here detailing it. It's been a while since you were last active on this thread, which is okay, I just want to get a sense of where you're at now. Did you start doing any kind of exercises or activities to try and help you curb your addiction when you were here last?
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Hi, yes, I tried for a while to just put it out of my mind, which didn't really work.
The next iteration was trying to just use pornography instead of webcam sex, which did not work either because it eventually led to more webcam sex.
I am trying to get intentional about what I do online, and to curb the impulses I have. It's just tough because I live with my parents for now, and for now I am connected with their credit card, and whenever they find out that I've used the sex chats, they get angry. This leads to a lot of shame and guilt for me.
For now, I am going to try to exercise daily and use an app like Brainbuddy and meditate daily (I have had a steady meditation practice for years now).
I am also trying to be more open on this forum and control my impulses before I act on them.