Today I went to doctor and take my prescription.I have been took pills two weeks，but still i can't help myself from quarreling with my family.They think I'm very sick and persuade me to be hospitalized.But Today the doctor said that i could just take pills and try to control myself from extreme emotions.The doctor strongly adviced me to find a job,but I'm So afraid of hurting others.I know that everyone has a Good side and sometimes they didn't mean to hurt me,and most of time I think a lot that interpret small gesture to disparity and took offended.But I can't help myself from that horrible feelings.And I so afraid that I will hurt other people.I cut down all my socialize,but still sometimes I will have conflict with the meal delivery or taxi driver. It seems like no one would help me,and I have to fight for myself.If I restraint my emotion,then it'll take a longer time to question myself and be frustrated.
I don't know what to do,please help me.