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Originally Posted by lupei16
Today I went to doctor and take my prescription.I have been took pills two weeks，but still i can't help myself from quarreling with my family.They think I'm very sick and persuade me to be hospitalized.But Today the doctor said that i could just take pills and try to control myself from extreme emotions.The doctor strongly adviced me to find a job,but I'm So afraid of hurting others.I know that everyone has a Good side and sometimes they didn't mean to hurt me,and most of time I think a lot that interpret small gesture to disparity and took offended.But I can't help myself from that horrible feelings.And I so afraid that I will hurt other people.I cut down all my socialize,but still sometimes I will have conflict with the meal delivery or taxi driver. It seems like no one would help me,and I have to fight for myself.If I restraint my emotion,then it'll take a longer time to question myself and be frustrated.
I don't know what to do,please help me.
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Hi lupeil,
I can relate with your problems, I share similar problems. I sway away from interaction/getting a job with the fear that I emotionally hurt people or myself. I have that fear because people have intentionally and unintentionally done the same to me. At this point I am paralyzed in these thoughts, I need a job but worry about my family and others, just know you are not alone. Others have the same thoughts as you, Im not sure any of the answers but your asking the right group of people.