You know, maybe testosterone isnt a good drug for you. I know youre on a journey, but maybe one dose size doesnt fit all. You are pretty shy about talking about certain issues, and this drug really goes against those tendencies.

Personally, i dont think the answer to "too much estrogen" is "add tons of testosterone." If PMDD is the problem, Prozac can be a solution, or other meds. Not-girl doesnt necessarily mean boy; another option is not-boy, just human. I for one do not understand ultra-feminine or ultra-masculine. But then my parents were kinda weird - my dad was very maternal and my mother was butch as heck. So my gender stuff is totally nonconforming.