Hope you can find that Little Turtle. In the meantime, we can be your friends here.
I think I'll eventually need to get some irl friends again one day. Right now, Mom is my best friend and brother and sister and to some degree, Dad are other friends. Can't really share EVERYTHING with them though. And when Mom goes (hopefully not for a long time, but more than likely I'll have to bear that hardship), I will need irl friends or a therapist. Maybe that will be time for hubby to realize my need for that! For now though, I'm managing ok with Mom and you all. ..and even hubby to some degree.