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Tammylou84 · 09:52 AM

Hi I dont know weather this is self harm or not but since being a child

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I have scratched my face ripped my hair out and punch myself when iam in a rage and I can not stop myself when I am that mad I am 35 now and still punch myself and head butt walls when iam raged even stepped myself with a screwdriver and poured boiling hot water on myself but I can not feel it ,I have scratched my face tho for a good 10 years until today which is why iam here I have scratched it that bad down one side of my face its gonna scar

,sometimes I just loose it is iam arguing with my bf and he goes on repeating himself or doesnt listen to me I fly off the handle and hurt myself I think I do this so I dont hurt him because I worry sometimes that when iam that mad I could really hurt somebody and not stop I hate being like this is there somthing wrong with me 😓