Daonnachd I'm sorry, hope it's negative.

I'm overwhelmed and just staring at the books. I feel so stupid. I have the date due as Friday and I don't even want to deal with it. H says he'll help me with the next one but I need to finish this one first. My heads so loud I just want it all to stop. I want to go hide. Stop all mh services and just give up. I have t tomorrow and I have no idea what to say. I wish it was easy for me to communicate. T wants me to have another evaluation. I'm becoming mute again. I want to buy a puppy but I'm not allowed. I don't know what to think or do. My parents are leaving soon and I can't go with them because of the mh services/ possible meds and covid 19. I wish I wasn't born like this.