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Originally Posted by Miguel'smom
Daonnachd I'm sorry, hope it's negative.
I'm overwhelmed and just staring at the books. I feel so stupid. I have the date due as Friday and I don't even want to deal with it. H says he'll help me with the next one but I need to finish this one first. My heads so loud I just want it all to stop. I want to go hide. Stop all mh services and just give up. I have t tomorrow and I have no idea what to say. I wish it was easy for me to communicate. T wants me to have another evaluation. I'm becoming mute again. I want to buy a puppy but I'm not allowed. I don't know what to think or do. My parents are leaving soon and I can't go with them because of the mh services/ possible meds and covid 19. I wish I wasn't born like this.
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Hang in there, Miguel'smom. It will improve, if you just stay with it. You have been under so much stress lately. Don't give up. Please don't give up. I have been right where you are so very many times, I could never count them all. But I make it, somehow. You guys help me make it.
I am looking for an adult dog. As most everyone knows, I am psychotic a lot and it is refractory. A puppy would just be way, way too much for me to try to manage. I wonder if searching for a more mature, trained, calmer dog might be a better option for you. Just a thought. Rescue dogs are going to start being available again soon in may communities.
Sending strength. And support. And love. And hugs.
Don't give up. we are all here for you.