My family is full of prodigies where all 3 ofmy brothers have studied from top schools- Harvard, Yale and Rice.
i recently graduated from high school and applied to about 20 top colleges. i didnt get into any of the ivys and will now have to go to UT Austin.
I feel so inferior to everyone in the family and feel like an absolute disappointment. I often get panic attacks and depression phases because of this. I avoid all family dinners and meetings. IDK how i will ever look anyone in the eye ever again.
I am a failure and will die one.
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