Just venting again. I haven't been this mad in three weeks. These were some of my final replies to him three weeks ago. I copied his text and my reply is in parentheses. Since I would get 50 texts to my one I would have to play catch up ball and respond to something minutes ago.
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I was just provoking you
I dont know why (There are consequences for such)
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I WAS BSING YOU
I WASNT MEANING IT
I SAY STUFF I DONT MEAN !
ALRIGHT?
ONLY WHEN IM EMOTIONAL (These things have consequences)
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NO!
NO
STOP
ALICE
NOOOO
IM GONNA F*******
BREAK DOWN
NO!!
ALICE
STAY
LETS TALK IT THROUGH
STOP !!
BABY MY HEART. 💔💔
NOOOO
Thanks for making me freak out
Im gonna lose my shut again
S***
You want me to breakdown dont you (Oh God, here we go. This is why I am taking space)
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f you are taking a break and space
Im never coming back.
Ill be dead and gone
By tonight
If you go
Im never coming back
This hurts me alice
I dont wanna live without you (You need help)
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Youre glad I'm gonna end it? (Do not hurt yourself or anyone else and do not damage any property)
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Dont be surprised if i break all my s***.
You did it
Im gonna f**** make them kick me out.
And im gonna go harm myself.
Why do i wanna be with my family. ? (This is too much drama for me. We had some choice words about not taking responsibility for one's own actions)
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YOU THINK A BREAK WILL FIX THAT
MAYBE FOR YOU (You need to behave like an adult. I cannot take care of a child)
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YOURE SUPPOSED TO HELP ME WHEN I CRY OUT FOR HELP. SEEK ATTENTION (Children cry out for help all the time. Adults learn to help themselves)
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YOU MAKE ME WANNA BREAKDOWN (Inaccurate. I do not want that. I want you to behave like an adult)
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WHAT THE F*** IS WRONG. WITH. YOU !!!!! (We had some choice words about your behavior)
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(My comment on his video) Onto the next video. Oh, I'm to blame. Let's take personal responsibility for our actions, shall we.
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You act like a f***** teenager yet you are a grown as woman.
Who doesnt listen to her relationships.
Youre immature. Counter productive.
Grown *** (ok, I think I've had enough for one night)
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Who the f*** are you to fix me and make me healthy for other women.
Who the f*** are you to fix me up and release me to others.
Who the f*** are you making me fall in love and letting me go all willy nilly. (Yup, I'm done. I'll catch up the rest at some point)
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(My final comment) Just to be clear though, I am taking that break and space. You should take that time to bond with your family and get yourself together so that you may one day have a productive and mature relationship.
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Ok, I got that out of my system. Off to work. Hugs and blessings to everyone.