So I have to tell my husband and go over the new safety plan with him. (or she will) I'm ****en nauseous. She wants me back on meds. She's uncomfortable with my psych eval out so far. She's going to call me tomorrow. I feel everyone's ****en against me. Apparently the fact that I don't feel bad, or regret or see it as a big deal and can do that and not skip a beat is concerning to her. I'm so mad.