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Old Apr 29, 2020, 03:11 PM
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Originally Posted by Miguel'smom View Post
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So I have to tell my husband and go over the new safety plan with him. (or she will) I'm ****en nauseous. She wants me back on meds. She's uncomfortable with my psych eval out so far. She's going to call me tomorrow. I feel everyone's ****en against me. Apparently the fact that I don't feel bad, or regret or see it as a big deal and can do that and not skip a beat is concerning to her. I'm so mad.
It feels a bit like she has a list of criteria and is ticking various boxes in her head when you speak to her. (that is what the providers tend to do in this forest irl and often they make that very obvious.. to me anyway ) I think the fact that she is going to call you tomorrow is probably showing genuine concern on her part. I think I remember you saying here that she is one of the best therapists you've consulted, so I suggest you continue being as open with her as you can. I don't think she is against you, but it's harder for her to be helpful if you hide things from her. I'm sorry you're feeling angry. I've been feeling angry lately too. Be safe
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