I have no choice but to go over the safety plan with him. What I didn't say is I don't trust him with any of that **** either he's more of a risk than me. She thinks I'm going to cancel my psych eval but I wont. I'm good at keeping appointments. Whether I'll take medication or not probably a PRN but not full time meds I don't feel I'm that bad. If I really need meds I have until May 18th to get them from my current pdoc. T wants my current pdoc file sent to new pdoc. she says me and H aren't good for each other right now. she wants to do zoom with me. It's help keep connection. She doesn't understand that if he has control over everything I can only sleep when my son's awake. I didn't tell her. By the end of the call it sounded like she was debating the hospital for me. If she makes that decision I can't be like "No, it's him!"