But wait, there's more. I'm still just venting.
I'm just answering silently in my head....so that I don't send them to him. You tried to settle things as an adult...really? Beating your fists on a trash covered floor and kicking the ground while your face is smeared with ketchup...that's adult.
Treated it like a baby growing in a crib? Sigh...if it had an abusive parent.
And abusers often warn their victims of their impending tantrum to instill fear and compliance.
And there's that white girl paraphilia obsession...
Love is not medieval...screaming that a woman comply with your unreasonable demands for 24/7 attention, her dress, her behavior and who she sees fit to speak to is medieval.
Good, don't imagine being my husband.
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I tried to settle things with you as an adult.
Youre acting like a child now.
Is that what you want me to say?
I can just pack up and leave forever.
Never look back
You dont know
I can't believe everything ive done for you will now have no meaning anymore.
All those love songs will hurt to hear again.
All those songs i will never play again.
For anybody.
Thanks for ruining what we had.
It was SO special.
I treated it like it was a baby growing in a crib.
I treated us unlike anything else. And i know i lpst my temper at times. But i tried to warn you beforehand. (Babe youre making me lose it. Please stop)
I do warn you before i lose my s***
I try so hard.
I did have a temper but wow.
Only as a kid
I thought nothing can get to anymore
Like im fine now
Nothing can piss me off
And everyone is on your side
And me. All i had was you. By my side.
Id rather not finish that song anymore
The ending was my favorite part
Now i cany bring myself to do it.
Cant
I just cant anymore. It's pointless now.
Theres no point if youre not even listening.
I didn't think all white chicks were mean and act the same
Some make guys go mad
I thought it wouldnt happen to me.
I thought (nope) i found a good lady.
I dont need to worry about her making me crazy. EVER
I guess i was wrong.
I wasnt always crazy.
I wasnt.
Some of you guys just.....
Are crazy.
I guess its *** backwards for me to just ask you to love me.
I guess its medieval for me to ask you
To love me.
I guess love is medieval.
I guess you have this old way of thinking that men should be the providers and
You're stuck in the past. Not me.
I guess its *** backwards for me to ask you......... To put in the same love i put in.
Like its just NOT RIGHT ANYMORE.
NOTHING MAKES SENSE ANYMORE.
you make me.... Feel love or you make me sick to my stomach now.
I didnt wanna say this stuff
You kinda forced my hand.
I cant imagine being your husband
I want to be
But you have too many issues.
You have a lot to figure out still.
You have A LOT.
You have A LOT to think about.
You dont want to stop me. Well okay then
It's fine.
Fine with me.
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Yup...still mad. I better get a run in and do some cutting practice.
But cute pandas help too.
And cute wombats.
breathe, Alice, breathe... center...calm.