I'm really upset. If T is so concerned. What's pdoc going to think. I feel fine. Yes we're arguing, yes I was spiteful, yes I'm hearing things (always do), yes I'm not sleeping well, no I do not regret anything I have done lately. So why is T acting like I'm steps away from hospitalization. I think it's because she can't see me. we're only voice call right now. She wants my records sent to the clinic for the pdoc appointment. I want to run away screaming. She has me freaked out because she's over reacting. I'm hoping she's just calling to see if I told my husband. I'm going to tell her no if she wants to call next week besides our appointment. It just freaks me out. Am I even able to say no?