I posted in the new member forum and was suggested to come here. My problem is I basically feel like most of my life is a failure. I look back on my life and it is one bad decision, one bad choice, one bad action after another. I feel like I am on the outside of life looking in. I have never fit in, I have tried to fit in but mostly barely function in society. I am not sure how much I can write here. If I put down everything it would be a novel and I hate to take up others time with my problems.