I’m not an innocent pigeon. I had my escape moments, flirting with a couple of online friends and one face to face. It was because I lacked something but I’m not a white pigeon.
I’m not an easy going person at all.
I had had my depressions, my problems of social phobia a other psychological issues and I guess this is very hard to cope with when you are the other person. You feel frustrated. You don’t know how to help.

I have a pretty dependent personality,
it was all wrong since the first day I met him face to face.
I know I’m very sensitive and this is the excuse I grab.