I feel like I’ve been trying really hard to just let things be as they are.

There’s something wrong with me in a way, I don’t ask for help often so when I finally do ask and don’t get any help it does something to me I can’t explain. Like many other people have much less than our usual income. Somehow we aren’t entitled to benefits more than £60 a month.

The job centre just sent me a message to go to a food bank.
Going to work in these times is horrible. I overheard the person I work with mocking me on the phone to her friend yesterday, didn’t really expect it and now everything feels too much.