I also extremely indecisive. I think this is part of being anxious and depressed. I find it hard to actually tune in to what I want... I think some of this may be a result of having a childhood in which ones own opinions, values and preferences were mostly pointless. They were (mostly) disregarded, overruled or ridiculed. Consequently they seem to fade away... For me it's also a fear of responsibility and an overall pessimism.

I would suggest a session or two with the therapist in the USA. Then you can decided which feels better.