I feel slightly calmer. Still very agitated, but not like I NEED to harm myself RIGHT NOW or I will explode. It’s thundering out so I can’t take a walk. I could clean, I guess. That might be useful. I’m getting tired of my winter stuff. It might be nice to bring out my spring/summer clothes.

The weekend is supposed to be nice. I will have to poke around in my garden to see which veggies survived the frost and the onslaught of rain. I’ve already forgotten what is what. I did put the stakes in so hopefully they are still there.

I just took another 5mg haldol since I am technically supposed to take 5mg twice a day, not ten at night. Hopefully it will help curb the agitation throughout the day.