Just venting again. If I put it here and leave it I feel better during the day.
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In seriously tired of it
Im f***** tired.
Im tired of the lying.
I'm tired of the drama you create.
Im tired of the BS.
Im tired of how you make me feel now.
I'm tired of being the only one that puts in effort now.
Im tired of being ignored.
Im tired of always going through this with you.
Im tired of trying to grab your attention.
I'm tired of not being wanted.
Im tired of not being loved.
Im sick and tired of your behavior.
Im sick and tired of this pettiness.
Im tired of acting like the sane one.
Im tired of being set aside.
I'm tired of you going behind my back.
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He also sent me a video, saying that if I would just go crawling back to him, he would forgive me, but he was sick of my behavior. WOW. Good thing I still have tatami omote. I don't feel things very intensely, but I still feel and I still get mad. Plus, it's going to be a cute cat, panda, wombat, fuzzy critter day too.
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Everyone pulled us away from each other
I told you to fight back.
I told you what to expect and how make things work and
I gave you the playbook
Yet here you are
Ignoring me still
Not calming me anymore
Just letting me go on and on
Until theres nothing left anymore
Youre why. We fell apart
Not me.
You're why im gonna die young
I told you to stop me
Yes im blaming you now
Cause
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You gave me your regressive, woman is a baby factory playbook and I didn't play so waaah.
Ok, breathe....breathe...imagine cute wombats.