I am getting to 20 hours and am so close that it is a nail-biting experience. I am doing well. I met the man yesterday and it went well. He is funny and interesting. I don't expect to marry him but hope we can be friends and lovers if we both have the time. My work is exhausting. I work from 6am then have a 10 hour break in between then work until about 11pm. It is not easy although I'm just working a few hours a day. My sleep schedule is off now. I feel ok today though. I am grateful that I have work. I feel blessed about my life. I am earning money and doing fine. My former psydoc said I could never get disability and it is not worth it anyways, he said. Whatever!! I have no opinion about people on it. I thought when I was really psychotic, I could get it. But, he said no. Well, it made me determined to find a job!! And, here I am working. So, not all endings are bad. I feel great!! Thank you all for your support!!