First 24 hours of Trila-whose-its and I don't understand. Why would I suddenly sort of not be thinking about everyone being out to hurt me and spy on me and have cameras in my apt. and stuff? I am always so stressed out about that. And now, I am not. Not complaining, that is for sure. But I really just am confused about how my brain works. I don't know why a little pill would make this all a lot better so quickly. A pill won't remove cameras. Oh well. Maybe it will continue and I will just feel better for awhile. That would be such an improvement in my quality of life if I didn't have to worry about these spies all the time. I would really like that a lot.


It does make me sleepy, but that always wears off with me. I think it was Christina (?) who once said there is nothing that can make her sleepy, med-wise, anymore. That is def true for me. This is the first med I have tried in, oh, maybe 5 or 6 years that is actually able to sedate me. It won't last, but for now, it is nice to be able to really sleep.

Strength and hugs and love to everyone!! You guys have literally saved me, several times, and I am so grateful for all of you. Truly, I am.