Glad to hear you can make it and that the hospital isn't calling it "elective."

While you're there, I think you should try to brainstorm an emergency plan for when you feel like this and cannot get help. I think with more states opening up this month, there is the very realistic possibility for a second shutdown if states are hit with a large second wave. So, I think it is good to come up with a backup plan for how to get you into ECT or to time ECT treatments in a certain way. Idk. Maybe you can negotiate something with the hospital beforehand in prep for another shutdown (just to be safe).