Hi!

After I started to work on my issues (around s7/8 years, now), I have had just 2 relationships, they are finished now, (today the second one). But, I can't help to overthink how they didn't work because of me. Deeply, I know they were not good for me, they both were totally elusive (I didn't make to know their beloved friends or family, even when the relationships last more than 2 years, both).


Specially this last one, I stayed there like a year, feeling not love, or .... I don't know... accepting blocking for social media from nowhere... waiting for him to appear, worried because haven't had a word in weeks....


Right now, I'm in the break-up current of thoughts, but... I'm ok!


I just don't want to keep falling in that kind of love, a love that hurt me....


PS: my first relationship followed a domestic violence pattern. I couldn't really ended till physical abuse started to be present.