Well, I thought about him and slept over it. I've decided to let him go because I am not too attracted to him. I believe, he wants sex. He does not need me. He says he is seeing a local girl for sex but she gets around too with other men. I don't know what is going on with him and her, and don't really want to know. I have another man who is nice to me and supportive. He is married and wants a mistress abroad. He knows about my illness and is good to me. He will visit me as soon as the virus dies down. We've been talking on social media app. So far, we get along great. He tells me his problems and vice versa. He is Muslim and brought up in Europe, he is half- European. He is a former diplomat to his country. He is well-educated and mannered. And, very sexy and good looking! He tells me to behave when I am mad and gives me good advice. I have fallen for him. I know, people are going to criticize me for trying to become a mistress. But, this is my life! I like him and he likes me. He is good to me. Besides, I'm not interested in marriage at this point. It works out for me in the long run and for him too.