Yeah. I am.

You arent the first to say it.

Counselors have told me as well. When the first said it, I quit going to her, because I thought she was too extreme. The next one said it too.

I cant tell you the personal insults, name calling and berating I take regularly. If I push back by simply saying, that too much, youve gone too far, the winning argumeng of porn is played, and Im asked to slerp elsewhere.

Ive stopped being scared of these. Her opinion matters less and less.

I'll not be mistreated for much longer.

Things will change, or I will build an apartment in the house for me, or she'll leave.

Ive been afraid of distance, of not having her. Letting go has been pretty peaceful.