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Old May 03, 2020, 04:08 PM
Lola5 Lola5 is offline
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Thank you for all the tips! I ended up not telling him I want to end. I went to a few more sessions, asked for the journal back so I could have it before we see each in person and he said he can't mail confidential records and even if he could his post office is not working regularly etc. Hoping to get it at least when I come by in person.

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OP: I find myself wondering, how are you dealing with your anger that your T isn't interested in reading your journal? Are you planning on seeking therapy elsewhere after you terminate with this one?

I am SO MAD about this. I spent all this time writing it and all he gives me is "I hope you feel better now that you've written it all out." No, I don't. Years and years of anger over mistakes that end up derailing my life to this day aren't fix just because I wrote words on a paper.

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I don't know what's in it. Maybe it's all harmless, but maybe he has committed some 'thought crimes' There's LOTS of pressure being put on therapists to disclose anything that could possibly lead to future violent behavior. I knew lots of people in the psych hospital who got there because their therapist put them there and everything got discussed in court.

This is really frightening to hear. I mostly wrote about anger at my family members and nothing criminal. Just feeling like they failed me.