Hello Jenifer lopez: I see this is your first post here on PC. Welcome to Psych Central.

I'm sorry you find yourself to be in such a difficult situation. I don't know as there is much I can suggest other than, perhaps, to suggest you seek the services of a mental health therapist if you are able to do so. You might also check to see if there are any women's support organizations where you live. They might have, or know of, some services available that could be of benefit to you.

The current health situation, with regard to the coronavirus, certainly does make everything even more difficult that it would be to begin with. Here are links to 3 articles, from Psych Central's archives, on coping during the current pandemic:

Coping with Coronavirus: Anxiety & Mental Health | Psych Central

How to Cope When You're Stuck at Home with a Difficult Family Member

13 Ways to Establish Boundaries with Family Members | The Exhausted Woman

I hope you find PC to be of benefit.