Yes, the muslim men are online chat buddies. So, I have never met the married muslim man. I was thinking about it. He is right. He just is playing me.

So, back to square one.

I am meeting the wealthy man for lunch. I like him still. He likes me. He wants lunch to talk and to know me better. As I said, we kissed so I know he is attracted to me. Yes, he is not compassionate about mental illness but we shall see. I will broach the subject after seeing him a few times, not now.


I guess, I am lonely so am trying to find someone who I can confide in and be my friend who will be my lover. I thought it would be not that hard. But, so far, it has not been easy.


There are other men I'm in contact with online. But, these are online people.

Thank you all for your advice and input.


If he dumps me after telling him about my mental illness, then I will be ready for it. I will wait until we feel more comfortable with each other.

He went out with his friend and his wife and spent over 300 dollars on dinner for just himself. His friend and his wife also spent this much money . I looked at what they ate and wondered if it was worth it. But, those are the prices around here for a decent dinner. I just eat at home.

I think he likes to brag about his money. It is ok. I realize this is his passion-making money. I don't mind. I will just keep on listening and let him do the talking.

Thank you all again. Yes, I am open and like to receive comments and advice. It helps me to think and know what to do next.