Her anger is bottomless.
I also think anger can be substituted for hurt...
Her hurt is bottomless.
She has been hurt and betrayed by multiple people close to her. Me included.
She is stuck, cant move forward, cant move past it.
Shes in physical and emotional pain every day.
Her body has betrayed her.
She cant even think like she used to.
Theres reasons why Ive taken so much, and reasons why Ive done a lot of it alone to keep others out of it.
But Im tired. Im tired of no peace. Right now Im keeping my distance and its good.
Maybe this will spur a change.
Goodnight
RDM
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