I can emphatise with your situation totally because my mother is an alcoholic &i blamed this on my drug addiction but I can see now that I make my own decisions and cannot blame anybody else for my own mistakes. I am not living at home because I am at uni but when I come home its terrible, I love and hate my mother &its taken a long time to come to terms with her addicition. But I have come to accept that "cest la vie" nothing is going to change because she doesnt recognise the problem. Try to stay strong i kno its hard.

Caitlin