I’m a 48 year old female with porn and masturbation addiction. It’s something ive has an issue with since I was young. I discovered my fathers porn collection when I was 11. I was seeing and reading things no 11 yo should. There were books on sexuality as well as hardcore magazines. Reading those books is where I learned about orgasms and how to achieve them. It’s somthing that became an obsession. It’s always been like an escape for me and I’d find myself doing it for hours still so to this day. It has effected my relationships and sex life. When I was younger I acted out sexual a lot. I don’t do that as much now but still indulge in porn and masturbation a lot. It’s effected my work also it’s made me late to work a lot and I’ve called off a lot to do it. I have really never sought help with this because I seriously don’t know how to bring it up or discuss it. Or maybe it’s jist easier for me to keep it secret I don’t know. With the current state of the world and be stuck at home it has even increased to the point of thinking I really need to make a change