i have been single so long.... the last relationship i had, was a few years ago... he left... he tried to kill himself and then he joined the army....
i was in love with him.
he said he was in love with me too...
so i dont know, that was December 2002... i miss having someone to trust and to hang out with.
sometimes i go to bars alone... i go to movies alone...
i even go sit down and eat in resturants alone...

sometimes i think i will never experience love again....