Yesterday I was deeply depressed, and now I just feel anger and resentment. I've heard and have been told by therapists that depression is anger turned inwards.

So now I am simply just angry.

How dare he treat me that way, and then turn around and do a complete 180, telling me how much he loves me? I am not feeling it. Just four days ago he blew up at me and treated me the opposite. How can he possibly say he loves me SO much? This is too much of an up and down emotional roller coaster ride, and I want OFF.

I am very bitter. Happy anniversary to us.